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In this time of my life I am more outgoing. I cherish all the moments. I endure all the pain. I appreciate all the recognitions. I take all the risk and challenges. I live until the last minute. I don’t care. I want to be myself
I make sure that I handle all the atrocities in a manly manner. If I cannot, then I ask for a small help from my peer, so minimal as much as possible, just because I don’t want anyone to bear my own burden. If no one helps me, then it’s alright, for no one is compelled to defend my worth. I love my self, but not to the point of escaping life’s worst misadventures.
I want to help others. The best way to enjoy life is to share it with a company. I am happy when I see fulfillment in my own eyes; for that fulfillment happens when I see people who are satisfied. Helping others is very fulfilling. Much more eternal if I do it voluntarily.
This is how I live my life.
Back! -Let's get the life going-
Posted By Carlo at 5:16 AM on Sunday, August 09, 2009 | My Blogsite

Riding a jeepney with my friends or alone, I often am not eager going to my destination. I enjoy seeing my route more than going to wherever I should be, no matter how familiar or uncommon the way is. Because when you travel, you had a lot to discover. You see a lot of things, your mind processes slightly unreal ideas, ideas that you only think when you are sitting beside Manong Driver, or when you’re couching on MRT’s seats, thinking that after a minute or two, people will crowd over every space on the train, and so you should take advantage of it while there are still no tao on it. There is no thrill to the end-point of your travel, while on your way, on the other hand, there is.

This thought slightly differs in my dreams. I often dream about going somewhere - without any destination. Often I am caught waking up wanting to sleep again to continue where I was going - in my dreams. Sometimes I walk - without any sleepers, to whereever. I run, then it’s as if I always try to escape something. Sometimes it’s a stair that I have to go up or down to. It isn’t always me on a jeepney, but it’s always about me going somewhere.

That somewhere, no clue at all.

Here the problem lies. Actually there are dozens of them. Problems. From the fact that I don’t know where I am going to the truth that I should go somewhere, even if I did not know it.

It’s pretty easy for me now to live a day not doing anything. I can sleep for hours and just leave all the things that I should do to do the next minute that i am awake. I can sleep all day long and then wait for the next time to sleep again.

I don’t have any sense of time now. I don’t have any sense of responsibility, I don’t have the sense of leadership that I had before. I can’t even follow and cooperate. In class I can be absent and don’t care. I can not listen to my professor and still, not care. I can not pass my requirements on time. I can be hecked and scrutinized and be blamed for everything and still, all does not matter.

I don’t feel any sense. It’s like the world lives on for me, when probably the right thing is I should live for the world. I can’t argue destiny or the belief that whatever happens happens because it’s meant to, because it’s the ultimate excuse of not having any reason at all.

Yet it seems that this is where a am going: to nowhere.

Rest and surf the net, then sleep, those are what I’ll do for the next minute. Will I do the things tasked to me? No, not this day. Maybe at the last minute, maybe when everything’s already mad that they just want me to be shot in the face.

I know this is all too shallow but it’s true. If you don’t know where you are going, you just can’t seem to go. And it’s very infectious, oh Lord it is. It’s like playing Super Mario in a Nintendo not even yours. It’s depressing, depressing like it’s almost about to kill you. F*ck. Stop me for at one moment I can become suicidal. Oh yes I may be just that.

The final destination, is death. Oh yes I get it.

Sh*t why I am typing this. I know, it’s true. it’s not something that is made just because I am now feeling like I have to kill myself, because honestly I am so near thinking about it.

Anyways. Yeah. While you’re not dead, I’ll have my life lived. It does not matter if it’s worth anything. I just have to live it. Period.
SEX
Posted By Carlo at 1:29 AM on Sunday, May 24, 2009 | My Blogsite

I blogged about sex for like, a thousand times already. For those times I have really been so bleak, since SEX is something that is so profound, the term itself conceives vagueness because just like about every other topic, it is bound to create so much opinions from about anyone.

Right now I don't even know what about SEX to talk to. Probably I should just state my view on the issue of Katrina Halili and Hayden Kho's SEX video. Oh yeah, that one, that - that has been (over)sensationalized and overly discussed that I could not almost help myself but to, uhm, take a peek. haha :p

Well, the fuss that it had created was not so much because of the sex video itself, but because of the involved people's status in the society, in the Philippine society so to speak. Hayden Kho is a medical practicioner, and is the partner of the known surgeon (or doctor) of celevrities Vicky Belo. No fuss about it, only that Vicky Belo is much older, and the relationship is considerd a May-December love offair.

Katrina Halili is one of the hottest (sexiest) female artist here, who got in trouble when she (I don't really know so PLEASE don't sue me if I ever wrote something wrong ) had an "affair" with Hayden. That was an issue like, a year ago.

And then, here comes the sex video. I have watched it. And just like any other sex video that I have seen, this is just ordinary, they, Katrina and Hayden, aren't. They are both in the limelight of popularity and are both publicly known.

The issue about women being inferior to the society (to the Philippine society) and the issue of morality, of the nation not having any laws against these videos proliferating through internet and pirated cds are the concerns why it was tackled all over the mainstream media. The first that I told, I guess, is already obsolete. I don't know what about MORALITY is they are talking about since my personal view is really very uhm, skeptic and so I really don't care. On the third and fourth one, those are MAJOR concerns that should be taken notice not only by us but by the Government, specifically the Congress.

My only concern is this: WHY ONLY NOW that everyone should make SERIOUS moves on everything? I see this has been what is happening all these years, and people usually don't care. The whole issue is like a fobidden taboo, a pimple that you wanted to hide but not matter what you do, everyone sees. Now you wanted to remove is gruesome acne but unfortunately it is clearly becoming a scar. A scar that will never be removed for life, yeah, that's what it is.

My view about sex is this - it is only satisfying while it still lasts.
Reviving
Posted By Carlo at 1:19 AM on | My Blogsite

I am currently reviving my own blog. So far I already have a million of them and each of them I already discarded, some I can't even remember their passwords.
Yeah.

Living in thw world of cyberspace is full of ambiguity.
So bleak
Posted By Carlo at 9:23 AM on Sunday, July 20, 2008 | My Blogsite

This is the moment that I have been waiting for. Live my life the way I would most probably like to. No compaints, no regrets. Whatever... Later na lang di ko maauuus
stupid shitter
Posted By Carlo at 5:40 AM on Saturday, March 08, 2008 | My Blogsite

Stupid shitters

Mga walang kwentang tao na nabubuhay sa mundo, hindi na dapat pang abutan ng sikat ng araw! Bakit? Kasi wala silang kwenta, mga taong nabubuhay lang para sa sarili, mga taoing gustong maging sosyal, mga taong walang magawa kundi mag-drugs, maghanap ng physical pleasure sa kalye o sa mga pasilyo ng webtour.

Ako- biktima ng kamunduhan. Nangarap maging mapayapa, maging mahusay, maging maligaya. Ngunit bakit tila wala sakin ang swerte ng tadhana? Bakit silang masasama pa ang pinagbibigyan, ang kumikita, ang matangkad, ang payat, ang maswerte?

Stupid zhittersm, palagi na lang sila...
19, 18, wtf
Posted By Carlo at 10:45 PM on Wednesday, February 27, 2008 | My Blogsite

Differentiate the two numbers. The former, older, more mature, definitely a lot more experienced that the latter. The latter, on the verge of confusion, immature, probabaly experienced, but doesn't have enough to show.

Right now I am on the former. I am the former. But I cannot say I already have stepped into the other side of the bridge. We cannot say that being 19 means being more mature, more experienced, more sensible. No!

First person basis! I feel like I am still 12. Infinitely 12, that's who I am, tha't the way i act.

Shit. Emo, haha :p

Nope, I don't wanna die, like I want to live longer. You know, I have so many things to do with my life.

haha, this is nonsense.

Thank God there;re the internet. Thank God people can escape from the real world.

The real world - we can't escape that,no we can't. It lingers like the smell of a good perfume and never leaves until you take a bath. Bathing - that's where the unreal surfaces. After taking a batch you start wearing your favorite perfume again. And it will linger again forever.

Upon getting rid of the perfume doesn't mean getting rid of reality again. That just means you want to end up your boring life and start something new again.

Ugh. We can't deny the fact that the internet is becoming an instrument to show who you really are - the person you want people to not see, the attitude you want no people to know. You just can't ignore this fact you know.
WOW
Posted By Carlo at 4:17 AM on Monday, February 18, 2008 | My Blogsite

It's been a long time since I updated this blogsite :P

Now I'll plan to update it a lil more :P Haha


My other blogsite, unfortunately, had infected by a virus (of all the blogs, yun pa ang tinamaan) haha :P
it's DAW time!
Posted By Carlo at 4:48 AM on Thursday, November 08, 2007 | My Blogsite

DAW, our very own spoofpaper will be released next week....



A LAB STORY



Sarah



Walang tigil ang kanyang paghalik sa aking mga kalamnan, sikmura at tiyan. Tuloy tuloy ang aking paglamas sa kanyang kasu – kasuan. Marahil ay nasarapan sya, dahil ramdam ko ang kanyang mga ungol….para bang werewolf. Sa kanyang mala – porselanang kutis at mala softdrink na katawan (yung coke in can), di hamak, lahat ng mga kalalakihan, mae-elyahan.


Si Sarah (itago na lang natin ang tunay na pangalan) ay malimit na mag solo sa kanyang kwarto. Madalas, naiiwan syang mag-isa sa dorm. Minsan, marami syang bisita. One after another… Day to day, every night, walang humpay the ‘till the Sun is still bright. Walang pagod na naglilingkod, mapaligaya lang ang sariling katawan….


Ang di alam ng marami, she is a he. May bakat! Waha. Kaso lang, type sya ni Manoling, sabi nga nya, mas gusto niya si Sarah kesa kay Aika. Syempre, mas matambok, mas masarap. Oo, maraming testigo… Wag nang tumaggi, alam na ng marami.


Kaso, walang nakaka - alam sa kanyang tunay na katauhan. Ang laki naman kasi ng nasa harapan, di naman tunay. Sabi nila, punong puno daw si Sarah ng humps, may humps, may humps. Her lovely lady humps. His ever fakey humps pala, check it out!


Damn it! This is it! One moment in time, I caught her getting naked, slowly pulling off her shirt, nice short micro mini nano shirt… I saw her legs, her porky legs. Suddenly it got hard, so hard, very hard (the legs). I saw her taking her shirt off. I saw her fascinatingly huge body. Huge…


Her nice fake breast makes me feel…. Ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh…. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………. Eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! Haha. Nadistorbo lang ako kasi dumating si Jeff… What’s happening daw… sabi ko naman. Tignan nya na lang.


Iniwan ko si Manoling na mag – isa. It’s his chance to eat (ew) the body he wanted to eat for a long time (sabi ko nga kanina, porky nga kasi). Nakita sya ni Sarah. Naku patay! Si Manoling, biglang takbo habang naninigas pa ang kanyang, legs. Hubad kung hubad si Sarah at hinabol sya sa kalsada, may dalang itak, at umaalog alog pa ang.. legs. Animo’y siga ng baranggay na walang humpay sa kasisigaw! Anak ng pekwa humanda ka sakin!!! Di mo man lang ako ginalaw.. Come back here and rape me! Oooohhhhh!!!!!! (Ew)


Chapter two… next time na, pag maraming nag request.. Haha



IN YOUR FACE!

The world where I can be myself, where democracy can best be expressed, and where freedom is almost limitless. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my world.

Life - may give you struggles, might make you afflicted, may cause pain and might even push you to your worst limit.

In politics, life is a complete confusion, ambiguous explanation, messy chaos and undeniable fixation. How can you fix Life in politics? If Life could be fixed, then it would not be anymore politics.

For a Layman, Life really sucks big time. Life means kicking someone else's ass and licking someone's butt to ascend upward. But what is Life is there is no adventure? What is life without challenges and what is life, therefore, when there is no more asses to kick?

You can quote me on that, it's all mine. My point is, you will not know what LIFE means if you will not experience the Best of it all, and the WORST of it all. Life is no circle; it's a straight line, God made curves and points to make you realize that life is too plain for you just to follow. You have to stop. JUst because life is too important to take it seriously...



ALL ABOUT ME



My name is CARLO ANDREW S. AYSON
I am living Somewhere

My phone number is 411-75-45. You can also text/call me by my mobile phone 0910-648-0852

My favorite color is BLACK, but I also like WHITE and RED

I am very fascinated of watching GIRLS NEXT DOOR. ELISHA CUTHBERT is the BOMB!
I don't have any favorite food. I love just about everything

Scholastic Records : No, I'm not studious. But fortunately I have a gifted mind and because of that I am ALWAYS on the top of my class
Favorite Pastime : Sleeping

UE: UNDERDOG

Amazing is it that the University of the East is now considered one of the best schools in the country. It may not be leveled same as the famous Universities that we have, still the East is considered top in its own rank.

I consider my alma mater to be one of the underdogs. UE may not be the most sought after school in the land right now, but during its prime, the University was the school with the most students all over Asia, having at most 80,000 students. Who can beat that by now?

Lualhati may not have a huge impact when being told or talked about, but our force is surfacing and is indeed creating a huge mark on board and licensure exams. This is a proven fact, for UE is now considered as the best dentistry school in the country. Ask foreign students and let them concur to my sentiment.

Before, Accountancy means UE. Isn’t it that PCCBA (Philippines College of Business Administration, before it named UE), according to some jokers, means Pa-Compute-Compute-Balanse-Agad? UE unmovingly tries to live to its mark up until now.

Famous celebrities and politicians once stepped to our universities and now proved a new spot in the showbiz and politics world. Look where Michael V, Joey De Leon and PBB winner Nene Tamayo are right now- in pure limelight. I’m not that sure if I’m going to count in Virgilio Garciliano and Jovito Palparan the recipients as well to my “I’m proud of UE because they came here” citation. But the Honorable mayor Alfredo Lim will surely count in.

Not only in academics had UE excelled, but also in extra curriculums, primarily in sports. Two decades ago, Red Warriors was the king of UAAP almost every year. Not only in basketball you can see that red painted which signals victory, but in other events as well.

If why can’t it be on the same ground as the most famous Universities that we have right now, former president Diosdado Macapagal already had given an answer during one of his speech, where he called our school “the school for the masses”.

A slap on the face to everyone who will say they are not proud of Lualhati. Its history, its student’s achievement and non-curricular feats will long enough be a proof of why the University of the East can be considered the “Best School” in the whole nation.


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