In this time of my life I am more outgoing. I cherish all the moments. I endure all the pain. I appreciate all the recognitions. I take all the risk and challenges. I live until the last minute. I don’t care. I want to be myself
I make sure that I handle all the atrocities in a manly manner. If I cannot, then I ask for a small help from my peer, so minimal as much as possible, just because I don’t want anyone to bear my own burden. If no one helps me, then it’s alright, for no one is compelled to defend my worth. I love my self, but not to the point of escaping life’s worst misadventures.
I want to help others. The best way to enjoy life is to share it with a company. I am happy when I see fulfillment in my own eyes; for that fulfillment happens when I see people who are satisfied. Helping others is very fulfilling. Much more eternal if I do it voluntarily.
This is how I live my life.
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Riding a jeepney with my friends or alone, I often am not eager going to my destination. I enjoy seeing my route more than going to wherever I should be, no matter how familiar or uncommon the way is. Because when you travel, you had a lot to discover. You see a lot of things, your mind processes slightly unreal ideas, ideas that you only think when you are sitting beside Manong Driver, or when you’re couching on MRT’s seats, thinking that after a minute or two, people will crowd over every space on the train, and so you should take advantage of it while there are still no tao on it. There is no thrill to the end-point of your travel, while on your way, on the other hand, there is.
This thought slightly differs in my dreams. I often dream about going somewhere - without any destination. Often I am caught waking up wanting to sleep again to continue where I was going - in my dreams. Sometimes I walk - without any sleepers, to whereever. I run, then it’s as if I always try to escape something. Sometimes it’s a stair that I have to go up or down to. It isn’t always me on a jeepney, but it’s always about me going somewhere.
That somewhere, no clue at all.
Here the problem lies. Actually there are dozens of them. Problems. From the fact that I don’t know where I am going to the truth that I should go somewhere, even if I did not know it.
It’s pretty easy for me now to live a day not doing anything. I can sleep for hours and just leave all the things that I should do to do the next minute that i am awake. I can sleep all day long and then wait for the next time to sleep again.
I don’t have any sense of time now. I don’t have any sense of responsibility, I don’t have the sense of leadership that I had before. I can’t even follow and cooperate. In class I can be absent and don’t care. I can not listen to my professor and still, not care. I can not pass my requirements on time. I can be hecked and scrutinized and be blamed for everything and still, all does not matter.
I don’t feel any sense. It’s like the world lives on for me, when probably the right thing is I should live for the world. I can’t argue destiny or the belief that whatever happens happens because it’s meant to, because it’s the ultimate excuse of not having any reason at all.
Yet it seems that this is where a am going: to nowhere.
Rest and surf the net, then sleep, those are what I’ll do for the next minute. Will I do the things tasked to me? No, not this day. Maybe at the last minute, maybe when everything’s already mad that they just want me to be shot in the face.
I know this is all too shallow but it’s true. If you don’t know where you are going, you just can’t seem to go. And it’s very infectious, oh Lord it is. It’s like playing Super Mario in a Nintendo not even yours. It’s depressing, depressing like it’s almost about to kill you. F*ck. Stop me for at one moment I can become suicidal. Oh yes I may be just that.
The final destination, is death. Oh yes I get it.
Sh*t why I am typing this. I know, it’s true. it’s not something that is made just because I am now feeling like I have to kill myself, because honestly I am so near thinking about it.
Anyways. Yeah. While you’re not dead, I’ll have my life lived. It does not matter if it’s worth anything. I just have to live it. Period.
IN YOUR FACE!
The world where I can be myself, where democracy can best be expressed, and where freedom is almost limitless. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my world.
Life - may give you struggles, might make you afflicted, may cause pain and might even push you to your worst limit.
In politics, life is a complete confusion, ambiguous explanation, messy chaos and undeniable fixation. How can you fix Life in politics? If Life could be fixed, then it would not be anymore politics.
For a Layman, Life really sucks big time. Life means kicking someone else's ass and licking someone's butt to ascend upward. But what is Life is there is no adventure? What is life without challenges and what is life, therefore, when there is no more asses to kick?
You can quote me on that, it's all mine. My point is, you will not know what LIFE means if you will not experience the Best of it all, and the WORST of it all. Life is no circle; it's a straight line, God made curves and points to make you realize that life is too plain for you just to follow. You have to stop. JUst because life is too important to take it seriously...
ALL ABOUT ME
My name is CARLO ANDREW S. AYSON
I am living Somewhere
My phone number is 411-75-45. You can also text/call me by my mobile phone 0910-648-0852
My favorite color is BLACK, but I also like WHITE and RED
I am very fascinated of watching GIRLS NEXT DOOR. ELISHA CUTHBERT is the BOMB!
I don't have any favorite food. I love just about everything
Scholastic Records : No, I'm not studious. But fortunately I have a gifted mind and because of that I am ALWAYS on the top of my class
Favorite Pastime : Sleeping
UE: UNDERDOG
Amazing is it that the University of the East is now considered one of the best schools in the country. It may not be leveled same as the famous Universities that we have, still the East is considered top in its own rank.
I consider my alma mater to be one of the underdogs. UE may not be the most sought after school in the land right now, but during its prime, the University was the school with the most students all over Asia, having at most 80,000 students. Who can beat that by now?
Lualhati may not have a huge impact when being told or talked about, but our force is surfacing and is indeed creating a huge mark on board and licensure exams. This is a proven fact, for UE is now considered as the best dentistry school in the country. Ask foreign students and let them concur to my sentiment.
Before, Accountancy means UE. Isn’t it that PCCBA (Philippines College of Business Administration, before it named UE), according to some jokers, means Pa-Compute-Compute-Balanse-Agad? UE unmovingly tries to live to its mark up until now.
Famous celebrities and politicians once stepped to our universities and now proved a new spot in the showbiz and politics world. Look where Michael V, Joey De Leon and PBB winner Nene Tamayo are right now- in pure limelight. I’m not that sure if I’m going to count in Virgilio Garciliano and Jovito Palparan the recipients as well to my “I’m proud of UE because they came here” citation. But the Honorable mayor Alfredo Lim will surely count in.
Not only in academics had UE excelled, but also in extra curriculums, primarily in sports. Two decades ago, Red Warriors was the king of UAAP almost every year. Not only in basketball you can see that red painted which signals victory, but in other events as well.
If why can’t it be on the same ground as the most famous Universities that we have right now, former president Diosdado Macapagal already had given an answer during one of his speech, where he called our school “the school for the masses”.
A slap on the face to everyone who will say they are not proud of Lualhati. Its history, its student’s achievement and non-curricular feats will long enough be a proof of why the University of the East can be considered the “Best School” in the whole nation.
